I Think I’m crazy.

I’ve always enjoyed writing and these days I don’t enjoy much so I guess, writing it will be. I’m not here to whine or complain just to provide my story so that maybe someone else can relate and feel less alone. I’ve written a book and if I get enough interest in this blog, perhaps I’ll print it. I’m going to do this anonymously, though anyone that knows me I’m sure it’ll be obvious to them that it’s me.

Very basic background on me, born and raised in the south in the US, I’m 54 and I’ve been married and divorced twice and I’m crazy enough to want to still find “love” because as cynical as I’ve become I STILL believe it exists and hope God has someone planned for me. Yes I am faithful but not religious. I feel organized religion for the most part has lost its center. My relationship with God is between he and I and that’s sufficient for me.

As you can tell by the title and the images, with my second divorce I decided to make changes and often I feel like I’ve “bitten off more than I can chew.” I had a random “illness in Dec of 2021 and after that I made a decision to get healthy – if weight loss was a by-product – cool. So, I stopped eating processed foods in Jan of 2022 and only eat grass-fed, pasture raised, free range meat and eggs with the occasional fruit/vegetable thrown in.

At the same time, I started new habits, starting the day with sunlight and a convo with my “Father”, reading at least 10 pages of a book, working out with weights, resistance machine and walking. All this while also, writing a book, coming up with an invention and attempting, albeit rather futile, to date and begin to have a social life again, which has seemingly been my largest struggle.

Join me on my journey as I navigate all the new changes in my world. Your assistance in helping me “chew” all I’ve bitten off will be greatly appreciated.